Confessions 8/12

Good Morning Everyone, 

It's time for confession!

I confess that I am SUPER behind on reading blogs and responding to comments. I apologize this past week has been really crazy and then with Kansas City Comic Con this past weekend I was really busy and running around. I am hoping to have my recap up tomorrow! I will be attempting to get back to reading/commenting/responding tonight and into tomorrow so please don't think I'm ignoring you! 

I confess that after the weekend of gaming and running around the con I had a hard time bouncing back. Actually my sleep schedule is totally jacked and my recovering time is getting longer and longer. I used to be able to just bounce right back after an all nighter with just a cup of coffee and sheer willpower....now it takes multiple cups....and days.....

I confess that my neighbor's dog is driving me crazy. It has been crying and barking since 7am. It seems like they get a new puppy every month or something....I know they have three dogs for sure and one is still very much a puppy but it seems like it should be past the point of crying in the kennel the way that this one was...plus it sounded like a little puppy. Either way....please for the love of all things stop the crying...I'm going mad. 

I confess that I fangirled a lot this past weekend. So many amazing cosplays and wonderful people. I love everything about going to cons and this one was no exception. Plus it was the first one for Kansas City itself. (Planet Comic Con is held here as well but this one was just KC) It was a bit smaller but no less amazing! 

I confess that here lately I've been thinking about goals, hopes, dreams....basically things I want to do. I had mentioned that lately I have been feeling restless and I think that is because things are about to change...I feel like I'm changing and the things that I want for myself are changing and growing. I see the shape of a future that I really want...all I have to do is put in the work....but I see it. I'm ready. 

That's it for me today. Happy Humpday Everyone. Be sure to Linkup! 

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Confessions 7/29

Good Morning Everyone, 

Time for Confession....

I confess that today is going to be a rough one since the power went out around 2am last night and of course woke me up with the noise of the storm outside and the combined quiet of the house without the fan going. I've been up since then and unfortunately once I am up I am up. In fact Kyra is actually napping right now which is totally out of character and definitely a result of a restless night. 

I confess that last night (before power outage) I was super frustrated since Pinterest was down. This just confirms my Pinterest addiction. But I was super bummed because Kyra went to bed early and Bobby was still off gaming and I had time to myself. That's just the way it always is isn't it? 

I confess that I thought about painting my nails last night since there was no Pinterest to distract me but when faced with so many options and no real direction I gave up. Instead I put a clear coat on in hopes that today I will be more decisive.  

I confess that while I love Instagram I am exhausted by the staged photos. How do you have time to stage everything to look so perfect?  Seriously...where do you find THAT MUCH WHITE BACKGROUND?

I confess I am a camera dunce. Seriously I have this really nice camera of my brother's and instead of using it I use my phone because I don't even know how to get the stupid screen to show what I want to look at instead of looking through the viewfinder. I have no idea what any of the settings are either. Also side note...I have a nice little camera of my own that I wanted to vlog with...but I have no idea where the charger is....

I confess I have spent the better part of this month feeling restless. You know that saying "Jack of all trades but master of none" ? That is what I feel like. I'm okay at lots of things but not really good at anything specific. I want to be good at something so I can finally focus and settle to it. How can you excel at something when you flit around from one thing to another? I need focus. 

Yeah so this is a mish mash brain dump of a post but really what do you expect when I've already been up for hours and caffeine is the only thing keeping me going? I wish I were the kind of person that naps but I'll be up until midnight, tired and probably cranky. 

Happy Humpday Everyone.

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