Confessions: First of June

So apparently it is June 1st....how did that happen? 

Time to console myself with some Confessions.....


I confess that I have been working on my bullet journal and my goals for June with a passion since May was a bit of a wash out....there was just too much going on in May to worry about the small stuff but now I'm so ready to get back to journaling! 

I confess that I am a mixed bag of emotions about this weekend. Kyra is going to be 3! I am so excited for her party but at the same time....how is she already 3? How has it been 3 years since I had her? She's a whole little person now and no longer my little baby....

I confess that when my mom offered to host the party at her house I nearly jumped for joy. SO MUCH STRESS GONE. Her house is basically as clean as Martha Stewart's while mine...well it is just going to make my week so much better now that I know I won't spend every waking minute scrubbing and picking up in what is basically a futile effort with a nearly 3 year old. 

I confess I geeked out a little bit when Kyra asked to watch Harry Potter yesterday. Out of all her movies to pick she wanted to watch Harry Potter! And she sat through and watched the whole movie! 

I confess it is super cute when she calls Dumbledore "Santa". I mean sure why not? 

 Also cute...she keeps telling me that she gave Draco a fist bump every time he comes on screen. 

Happy Humpday Everyone! Don't forget to linkup!

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Confessions 5/25/16

I confess I go in to Comic Con with the best of intentions and a budget but always end up seeing the most awesome stuff and well...

I confess that a drinking game could be made out of how many Harley Quinns you see at the con...also Deadpools.

I confess that while I try to act super chill about meeting actors that I really admire when I actually meet them? No Chill. No chill at all. Starstruck.

I confess that Game of Thrones gave me all the feels this week. Seriously I am scarred for life......That was not OK. NOT OK.

I confess that this is going to be a short confession session because I have Comic Con on the brain and tomorrow's whole post is devoted to the recap! 

Happy Humpday Everyone! 

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INFJ Confessions

Today I thought I would share with you some confessions of my MBTI personality type- INFJ



I confess that I feel like I have a greater purpose. That I am meant to do SOMETHING.....but I have no idea what that something is....

I confess along that line that I'm also a perfectionist to the point of procrastination. If I can't do it perfect then why even do it? 

I confess that moderation does not come easily to me. I'm all in or I do not care at all....there really isn't an in between. 

I confess that I want to be there to help people and humanity but I also feel like people suck the energy from me. 

I confess that I am always wanting to go out and have fun but I also want to avoid people all together. I love isolation but yet I get lonely. It is SUPER confusing. 

I feel whatever you are feeling. Seriously. Not Kidding. If you are down and feeling miserable I will immediately feel those feels. It's hard to be around people because I absorb their energy instantly. 

I also remember lots of details and often have to play dumb to avoid freaking people out with what I know about them.

I confess that when I say that I'm "tired" I really mean that I am craving peace....not sleep. 

I confess I have already scripted out our interaction at least twenty times before we meet up....and if it doesn't go according to script then I am flustered and awkward....it rarely goes according to script. 

I confess that it bothers me that these points of my personality bother me. Yes. It bothers me that it bothers me. 

Have you taken an MBTI personality test? Are you an introvert or extrovert? 

Don't forget to link up with your confessions this week! 

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Confessions 4/27

I confess that I actually missed the past two days because Kyra and I went with Robert on his business trip to Omaha and spent Monday at the Omaha zoo. Yes I knew we were going on Friday and all weekend....and no I didn't plan any blog posts while I was gone. #badblogger #badplanning

I confess that because I didn't even check into blogland until last night I have approximately eleventy billion blogs to read. 

I confess that the trip to Omaha was amazing and I honestly cannot wait to do a recap, however I have only just now gotten around to going through all the photos so it's going to be a bit! 

I confess that I over-packed and over planned for the trip but I am still glad that I did it because it is better to have something and not need it am I right? 

I confess that I am really excited that this weekend is International Tabletop Day! I am ready for some nerdy gaming fun and our friend Matt is coming in as well so it is going to be a great weekend! 

Happy Humpday Everyone! Be sure to join the linkup! 

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Confessions: In a Funk

I confess that the past couple of weeks I have been in a huge funk. 

 

I confess that I haven't felt like writing which is a pretty big sign that things are not up to par. I just have felt....off. I'm hoping however that writing this post will be the beginning of getting things moving forward. 

I confess that part of the funk is probably because I haven't been working out or being particularly good about healthy choices. I WANT to start making changes but I will admit I am overwhelmed with information and not sure where to begin. 

I confess that lately I spend more time staring at the blank page than I do writing anything down. I have about a million ideas going through my head but when I sit down to put them on paper....it's blank.

I confess that my sleep schedule is a mess right now. I'm up all hours of the night and then sleeping until mid morning and then I'm just tired all day....until about 10pm when I have a surge of energy and then I'm up all night. Seriously it has to stop. 

I confess that this post took hours and hours to write, but it got written. At least one thing managed to got done! 

 

Happy Humpday Everyone. 

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Confessions: Things that Irk Me

I remember Kathy doing a post of things that made her irrationally angry and I decided to come up with a list of my own. Not so much things that make me angry but things that just irk the hell out of me.

1. Dirty socks stuffed in shoes and not put in the laundry

2. Wet Towels thrown on the ground. Ick. Ick. Ick.

3. There is a church that I pass every time I leave my house and their sign is always attempting to be funny or clever and it just really annoys me. The latest? "Have the Donkey and the Elephant let you down? Try the Lamb!" ------I cringe every time I see it. 

4. How freaking hard it is to get SnapChat to load the silly filters. Maybe I'm just dumb but it takes forever for it to recognize my face and load the list of filters. Annoying. 

5. When people play music in the car while someone else is watching a video or listening to some other form of media. Seriously the car is TOO SMALL A SPACE for all that noise! 

6. When one side of the sink is clearly dirty dishes and someone puts their dirty dish in the clean side. Seriously WTF? 

7.  When my husband puts work calls on speakerphone so I am forced to listen to the nonsense as well. 

8. When people tell me to "Smile! It's not that bad!" Usually it is men that do this too. Why do you do this? Why do you need me to smile all the freaking time? Is it because you are afraid that I'm thinking? Well I am. So leave me alone. 

9.  The fact that Hulu plays the same damn commercials every break. Sure it is only a few commercials but the same ones every time? So annoying. 

10. The fact that Instagram is changing things up the same way that Facebook did......I legit do not care about stuff that happened three days ago...I want the instant feed. Same way I wanted the "Most Recent" on Facebook. Why is Instagram ruining things? 



What Irks You? Anything on my list irk you as well?  Let me know in the comments. 

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Confessions: Running A little late

I confess this post is super late because I just forgot/was tired/ lots of reasons.....

I confess that part of the reason I was tired was because we took Kyra to get her pictures done yesterday and the girl was new and not good with kids and Kyra wasn't having it and we only got one good picture which was kind of good for the wallet but the whole thing was EXHAUSTING. 

I confess that I am also tired because I had to make sure that Robert was up and going at 3am this morning so that he could make the drive to St. Louis for work. Just across the state. No big deal. 

I confess that also I have the headache from hell because the weather can't make up it's mind. As is apparent in Colorado....Here  it's just really stormy and barometric pressure will be the death of me. 

I confess I didn't expect these confessions to come off as whiny but it is what it is. 

I also confess that I was surprised by the amount of people that were surprised I had ridden an elephant and a camel....I did not realize that was a rare thing....I've ridden elephants at several places but the camel was at the Renaissance Faire. They have an elephant there too. 

I confess this picture of Kyra and my Mom makes me so very happy. This is a moment that I want her to have forever. 

That's it for this confession session. Happy Humpday Everyone. 

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