Life has been super hard lately.
My dog passed away.
I got an unexpected flat that resulted in an unexpected expense of 2 new tires.
Depression and general misery took over making daily tasks hard.
My husband has been working 80 to 100 hours a week and we haven't seen much of each other.
The A/C died during the hottest month ever and I had to haul the kids to my parents' place for 3 days (not a huge deal since my parents were thrilled to have us there but their house is small and it gets real tight real quick.)
I've had a really hard time doing much more than surviving while trying to make sure that my family is doing well. To look at us from the outside things look just fine. The kids are happy and healthy and the house is clean and things are getting done...but honestly it is taking everything I have to do so.
So blogging was forgotten. Again.
Ugh I hate that I get inspired and things fall apart.
I hate that I want this so much but I AM NOT CONSISTENT.
I'm going to try to do better. I'm making a plan to write some posts this weekend and maybe get back on track.
Of course school is back in session in just a few weeks which will be a whole new can of worms.
I'm tired.
Breathe. Its ok to take a break. Its ok to need one. Its also ok to want one.
ReplyDeleteThose are really tough and heavy things you had to deal with and im so sorry you are having a hard time. Sending big hugs for better moments ahead.