Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Hollow

Kimmi 11:21:00 AM 7 comments Edit

I didn't know if I was going to write this post.

I wasn't even sure if I could.

However as usual writing is the only thing I can do when I can't express things out loud. Also I will probably be away from the blog for a while....I'm not sure how long....and I wanted you all to know why it is that I'm not around.

On Monday night....I lost the baby.

Everything was fine...and then it wasn't. It isn't.

I feel hollowed out inside. That is the only description that really describes it.

Emotionally I feel....numb. I have a lot of questions that I know will never be answered. I have a lot of pain that I know will never properly heal.

I'm not really ready to talk about everything yet. I'm sure that will be something that I will eventually have to write out in the future but right now....right now I can't.

Everything was fine...and then it wasn't.

And I will never know why.

7 comments:

Lauren HoneycuttJanuary 13, 2016 at 12:29 PM
Kimberly, I'm so so so sorry :( There is no pain like this type of pain. Just know that your readers support you and are here for you.

Lauren
ohhey-ilikethat.com
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Life with LoloJanuary 13, 2016 at 12:41 PM
I'm so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you today!
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Teh MeganJanuary 13, 2016 at 1:08 PM
There aren't really words to make it better, but I'm a text away.
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SMD @ lifeaccordingtostephJanuary 13, 2016 at 1:34 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss. Peace, love, and hugs to you.
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Erin of TexErin-in-SydneyLandJanuary 13, 2016 at 5:40 PM
I know that nothing I can say will make things any better for you, but I will be sending love and light your way.
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runwrightJanuary 15, 2016 at 8:40 PM
I am truly sorry to hear that.
I will be praying for you.
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LisaJanuary 29, 2016 at 9:01 PM
So sorry to hear! {{{hugs}}
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