The Pity party is over…I think I was just having a bad day.
Actually I know what the problem is…I am in a funk about my
weight.
I loathe the fact that I gained weight back after the
wedding
.
I hate the fact that I am not seeing quick results.
I am more irritated with myself than ever because I know I
could do better.
I am not sure what switch to flip to get me going again. I
am doing great with the squat challenge and I even get a run or two in. I love
Zumba, but I am just doing it off of YouTube which can be really frustrating.
Also working these hours lately have been hard on me, I really like my job but
working the extra time is cutting into my energy level quite a bit. Plus I sit
ALL DAY. Yesterday I made myself do squats and lunges behind my desk for 20
minutes just so I was up and moving. It helped a little.
It’s hard to pull myself out of a funk when I am in one. I
suppose I have been in one since the beginning of the month when I had to weigh
in for my Biometric testing at work and the number was not what I expected. I’ve
gone the range of angry to downright miserable, but enough is enough.
I need to pick myself up and get going again because time is
passing whether I do something about it or not…and everyone always tells me
they love that I am so upbeat and happy when I am around…I need to start saving
a little bit of that happiness for me.
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